A FIGHT FOR MY LIFE

My palms are dripping with fear.
I reach but still  can't hear.
Trying to get a handle on the situation, with no end result in sight I will never be in the clear.
The lack of ambition is eating me alive.
This cancerous frustration is clouding my eyes.
How can I achieve when I dont know whats in front of me?
Remaining hard to trust my heart when I can barely breathe.
I need to get a good grip on my alleged self worth.
Realizing that there will always be time for games but success must come first.
Burning a hole through my motivation is my inhibition to maintain good intuition.
I need to remove bad parts from my life cutting away the unnessary I am more so now than ever willing to make the first incision.
Let blood fall where it may.
Ive fallen under the knife now, but tomorrow is still a new day.
I can't give up now I've waisted too much time already.
Time is of the essence, I must remain two steps ahead of me.